Both Sides Now by acrayonmark
Summary: It is a culmination of Ororo and Logan's feelings while meeting difficulties along the way.
Categories: General Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Comedy, Angst
Warnings: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 7785 Read: 10266 Published: 07-22-05 Updated: 07-25-05

1. Baby, Its Cold Outside by acrayonmark

2. Dreams Do Come True by Darlin

3. The waking world by windrider1

4. What You Waiting For? by acrayonmark

Baby, Its Cold Outside by acrayonmark
Another glorious day at the Institute for Gifted Youngsters

Fingertips traced the few lines that made their home on her face. She watched the motion from the mirror in the bathroom as though she were hypnotized. Right below her right ear she lightly tossed back a stray strand that dared not to conform to the hairdresser’s creation atop her head. She continued to stare into the reflection. Her lips pursed casually downward which caused a few more lines radiate out from the corners of her mouth. Perhaps, she mused, I could fake a stomach virus and slip off to my green house and tend to my plants all afternoon. That would have been a lovely way to spend this day. But no, she had a responsibility and even though it was tearing at her inside she would not betray this day.

And while she silently thought to herself a few words from downstairs began to drift towards her ears. Her neck twisted slightly to the right as her eyes darted as far as they could to peer inside her loft. The words came again, this time closer. ``Remy, `` she muttered underneath her breath. Again he yelled up to her attic, but this time she had heard him clearly. They needed her. ``I am nearly finished. I will be down momentarily.`` Ororo finished her words as she turned her head back towards the mirror and the wavy curls of snow bounced back into her face. A half smile crept warmly upon her faced and she lifted the clear lip gloss to her lips and began to apply it. She hastily puckered and tossed the tube aside into the massive pile of makeup that lined the left wall of her bathroom. Why did they all feel it necessary to get ready in my room. `The SPACE` Jean had explained.

And now she was all that is left of the frenzy that had been the getting ready wedding party. Getting ready for a wedding, was, perhaps, one of the most complicated and extreme things Ororo had ever done in her life. The end result though, that is what made all of this chaos worth it. She took in a deep breath which prompted her delicate body to stiffen up as her hands smoothed out the top of her golden maid of honor gown. And with that Ororo swiftly turned around and went out of the bathroom, picking up her bouquet of lilies that lay on her bed and traveled down the stairs into the main part of the mansion.

some time ago

`` MARRIED!`` Came a chorus of women’s voices from the kitchen on a particularly cold evening in January. The men in their lives merely stepped back tentatively. They had seen this kind of reaction on the Discovery Channel. Women could go absolutely bizarre at the mention of a wedding. In the middle of the female huddle stood Jean, eyes beaming with joy as her hand extended outwards to show off the diamond ring Scott had given her last night over dinner. Rogue squealed in delight. Jubilee clapped, and accidentally shot off a sparkler into Betsy’s hair - which was now steaming thanks to the water Kitty had thrown on it. The smell of crisp purple caused Tessa to shift over to the left a little, which actually gave her a better view of the ring. ``Congrats! Oh my gods. Did you set a date??!? Oh this is so exciting!`` all came out from the murmur of the crowd. To Logan, who was sitting off to the far left corner of the room, away from the fray, the women looked like a pack of vicious wolves crowding over dinner. Their voices rang out all across the mansion, chattering and prattling on and on about colors, and flowers, songs, guests, seating arrangements, honeymoons, buffets … anything and everything these women had thought about since birth and no one seemed to notice that Ororo was missing from the excitement. No one but Logan, that was.

The men of the institute, though, they were an entirely different breed of creatures. Logan’s gaze shifted to them as he snorted at all the commotion of what he considered to be the most anti climatic announcement since the release of Titanic. Slim and Red were FINALLY going to legalize their relationship. Whoop-ie. His thought made him grunt to himself. He focused on Scott, who was at that moment raising a beer up to his lips with a smile as his brother Alex was telling a rather animated story - hands wailing drastically in the air as Warren and Bobby laughed at the punch line. Remy’s glowing gaze was fixated at Rogue’s rather pleasing figure for him to be paying attention.

They were all boring him. If only Oro … and before he could even finish his thought the scent of her from outside drifted towards him. He took in a rather large and slow breath that filled his lungs, and his eyes fluttered, even if for a second, with pleasure and happiness. She was finally home. As to not make himself look to suspicious he only slightly moved his body in the chair to get a better look out of the kitchen window. From there he watched Ororo help Charles out of the van and into his chair as Henry opened the trunk to pull out bags of groceries. God, she always thinks of everyone else before herself. He watched her smile broadly and laugh sweetly, probably something that Henry had said. And she too loaded her arms with bags and the three began to make their way towards the kitchen entrance.

Logan scrambled from his seat so fast it caused the wooden chair to bump against the wall with a thud that fleetingly distracted the two groups from their conversations. ``What’s his problem?`` chirped Bobby as his gaze followed Logan as he dashed to the door and flung it open just as the professor’s hand reached for the door to open it. The professor, having not seen that coming, stopped his chair abruptly, as to not run over Logan, BUT Ororo and Henry had been looking at one another while they were walking because Henry was telling her a joke that involved a penguin and a doctor and did NOT notice Charles stopped. WHACK. Ororo, who had continued to walk, rushed clear into the back of her chair, her left foot being caught up on the side, and went tumbling over the chair. Bags of food went darting across the kitchen and ‘Ro came crashing down, head first, into the cold tile of the mansion.

`` ….. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!`` A shocked silenced hushed over everyone, their collective eyes staring intensely at the unfolding scene.

Henry came tumbling down on her immediately thereafter causing a louder CRASH to echo through the room. An apple that had soared out of the brown paper bag, bounced against the furthest wall of the kitchen and came rolling back to the tangled twosome and rested itself perfectly against Henry’s forehead. From the view of Charles Xavier, the two on the ground were a tangled yet humorous mess. His forehead scrunched inward as though he were telepathically contacting Henry or Ororo, but instead he was actually clenching up in order to keep the laughter subdued. And although the time that had passed between the fall and the silence that hushed over the kitchen felt like an awkward hundred years to Logan, no more than two minutes had passed. In all that time not a single person inched in order to help the two sprawled out on the ground ” it was as if they were in such an awe of the spectacle that it completely grabbed their ability to function.

Finally, a low moan came from underneath the mass of blur fur. `` Uhhhhhhhhh. `` Spokes of white hair were sticking out from in-between Henry’s legs. He had somehow managed tyo twist in midair and land opposite of Ororo’s body. Her head had been struck by his thick calf and smashed clear into the floor, and even before she had the ability to brace her body for the worst of it, his entire hulking body came flooding down upon her. ``Henrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry. `` Ororo’s words dragged out, not in a tone of anger, but rather a tone of excruciating discomfort and pain. He shifted his body somewhat, not exactly moving off of her.

``Yes, Ororo?``

Charles peered over Henry’s shoulders to watch as Ororo lifted a finger to the blue ball of fur and sent a small bolt of lightening through him.

``Blessed heavens!`` he exclaimed as his body involuntarily shook, sending small blue hairs floating through the air. He rolled himself off, got to his feet and extended his hand to help Ororo up. But before Henry’s gesture could even go noticed by ‘Ro, Logan had already picked her up and placed her back gently on her feet, his right hand remaining firmly placed on her right shoulder.

``Are you alright?`` The staring crowd finally blurted out hesitantly. Ororo nodded her head, having not quite worked up the energy to speak. Her acknowledgment of them was almost like permission for them to continue on jabbering in their groups about the wedding - not a single one of them bothering to help Logan, Charles, Henry and Ororo clean up or mention to the newcomers what exactly has created such a stir in the kitchen.

``Are you sure you are alright?``

``Positive, Henry.``

``You took quite the fall.``

``Yes, that I did. Serves me right for not looking where I was going.``

``No, Ororo, it is my fault for having stopped my chair in such an abrupt manner.``

``No. It was my fault. I opened the door, `` Logan’s voice sounded low because he felt so bad about the incident. It was then that the other two bickering men turned to look to Logan, who at that very moment realized his hand was still placed on Ororo’s shoulder. Self-conscious of his actions he quickly withdrew and let his arm hag at his side. She noticed too, but she didn’t move it; Logan thought to himself, keeping the impending smile inside as to not alert the rest of his thoughts.

``Let me help you with this.`` The four of them began to wander about the kitchen picking up the food that had escaped from the flung paper bags. As for the two groups of mutants, they continued to talk loudly and fervently while ignoring the action going on around them. Ororo was used to this by now. She, as co-leader of the X-Men and as self exalted ‘mother’ to the residents of the mansion, had come to realize that most offered very little help. Sometimes she wondered if she were being taken advantage of when it came to the duties she performed around the institute, and to a certain extent she was. Over the past year Scott was becoming less and less concerned with the daily activities of the household and the running of the X-Men, not that he was very into it in the first place. He was more into the title than anything else. Ororo found that in his place Henry and occasionally Logan were becoming more helpful in his place. But none of the other women around the mansion did as much as she. It was Ororo who chauffeured the younger ones to their activities, she prepared the majority of the meals, she washed, dried, folded, sorted and separated the clothes, she cleaned the mansion on a regular basis, paid the bills, took care of the duties as team leader, scheduled exercises, activities, courses and training and not to mention attended to the emotional needs of everyone but herself. Ororo put herself second, always. Each and every person there would tell you, if asked, that Ororo Munroe was on their list of closest and best friend; but would that person be just as important to her? Storm was a leader, through and through.

Out of the corner of his eye, as he went about helping clean up, Logan watched Ororo as she bent over to pick up a loaf of squished rye bread. As she straighten back up Logan immediately caught the faint wince of pain ‘Ro tried to keep hidden.

``Come with me,`` Logan growled underneath a breath as he walked towards Ororo, grabbing her elbow and shuffling her out of the room and towards the bathroom. Charles merely arched a brow at Logan’s rather strange behavior. He had noticed that for the past few months, dare he say for the past year, Logan had been more and more at tentative towards her. He didn’t mind much, really, she was after all like a daughter to him and he felt that she should be happy, and if her happiness should come from Logan, than so be it. But Charles wasn’t the only one to notice lately that Logan had been more careful, thoughtful, dare say clingier as of late.

Warren nudged Remy in his side. Bobby curled and whined.

``What did you do dat fo’?`` Remy’s hand crept up to the spot where he had been hit and he rubbed it slightly.

``Did you see how strangely Logan acted when Ororo, Henry, and the Professor came in?`` Warren’s gaze, unbeknownst to Logan, had been following his moves throughout the kitchen, and especially where his eyes fixed on - ‘Ro.

``Nu.`` His head shook, sending hair tossing back and forth in his face.

``I am telling you, Remy, he has been acting odd lately. He always seems to be looking for Ororo when she is not around, and when she is he is either staring at her or right at her side. I think something is going on, and I am going to find out.``

here and now

Ororo’s heals clicked and echoed as she took the final steps down. Her eyes drifted downward over her dress to make sure everything looked perfect. The golden gown clung just right on Ororo’s body, accentuating all the right areas - her thighs, back and chest. It had little in the way of designs, just a simple darker sash tied around her waist, and in the back the material hung loosely to show off her toned back. She finally reached everyone and she smiled. It was perfect. The weather, of course, provided by the resident doctor of meteorological events, had made sure that there were no clouds in the sky, but the temperature were not too hot, nor too cold and the wind blew ever so slightly. It was as ever a perfect day, and Ororo would have nothing less for her best friend.

``Are you ready?`` Ororo asked rhetorically as she gave Jean a hug. It was a more of a ’this is a big step’ question, than a are you physically able to walk down the isle question.

``Ready as ever,`` Jean whispered into her friend ear with a slight sniffle. She was trying so desperately to keep from crying - again. They released from their hug and Jean prepared herself while Ororo let her gaze drift outside. There were hundreds of people sitting outside waiting for the ceremony to begin. Most of them were already seating, some commenting on how they had never seen such a more perfect day or others saying how they knew the bride and groom. She smiled to herself. Ororo was happy for her friend. She deserved this. Scott and Jean had been through a great deal of drama during their dating years and at times it seemed as if they were never going to make it, but here they were about to get married. How Ororo secretly wished that were her in the wedding dress instead of her friend.

She tried to squash the feelings of jealousy but they did not to want to go away. She sighed. She was a hard worker, generous, caring, loving, loyal, moral, dignified, beautiful, intelligent, trusting, all those things and more a person should want and yet she was lonely. For some time now she had managed to keep her loneliness a secret, but it wasn’t working well. The truth was buried deep inside of her soul willing itself to the surface. I deserve to be happy. It has been quite sometime since she had been in a real relationship and her soul ached for companionship. For a person to hold onto her as she slept. Finally, for a person to take care of her. Ororo’s misty blue eyes washed over the crowd until they fell upon a figure not too far from the back of the crowd. He was rugged, gorgeous, brilliant and amazing in her eyes. To others he was a monster, cold hearted and vicious, incapable of love or understanding of basic human emotions aside from sex and pain. But not to her. He was her best friend, even if he didn’t know it. Lately she had been sensing a connection between the two of them, but she had dismissed it as her imagination. She continued to stare at him, or his back for that matter. He was the last thing she thought about before going to sleep and the first person she wanted to see when she got up in the morning. Logan felt as though he were being watched by someone and was relieved to see that it was only Ororo looking his way as his head canted to the side in order to get a better view. She blushed upon realizing he noticed her. Their gaze locked, if only for a brief moment before each turned their heads to the people surrounding them.

If only he knew how much I have loved him since the first day I saw him.

If only she knew how much I have loved her since the first day I saw her.

The wedding march began to play.
Dreams Do Come True by Darlin
Here and now and yet . . .

Never had she felt such happiness as she strode down the aisle, bouquet in hand, the sounds of a small orchestra playing softly in the background. She wished she could see her groom but the tears that had welled in her eyes blinded her. She’d never felt such joy. It was as if her deepest dreams had been realized.

Vows were said though she could not hear for the pounding of her heart, the rapid beats so loud she felt all could hear. A ring was slipped onto her finger and she returned the solemn gesture. Her face hurt from the genuine smile she could not stop. She tried not to sniff but couldn’t help it. She didn’t want to cry and ruin her makeup but there he was lifting her veil and when she saw him face to face she knew he didn’t care what she looked like. He was drawing her close yearning to press his lips to hers as if her touch was all that mattered in that instant. And in that moment when their lips touched they both knew this was their fate.

Running down the aisle now, tears falling freely, hand clasped in his strong hand she felt like a princess set free and she laughed out loud in true ecstasy. She felt his hand squeeze hers and she knew he was pleased but briefly she wondered was she the one to make him happy “ always? Were there any regrets? Would he wish he’d chosen someone else?

Rice showered them and then they were inside the limousine riding off in the sunset literally for the day was late, the sun sinking, night coming. Inside she hugged her lover, her husband and they kissed almost as if it were the first time for them “ hesitantly, slowly.

The reception passed as a blur. She remembered drawing her dress high upon her thigh exposing the long lovely limb for all to see before her husband slid the garter off. He’d stopped to kiss the warm flesh above her stockings and everyone had cheered though she had felt a rush of embarrassment overwhelm her. Still she went into his arms as the men vied with each other to catch the soft little garter. She clung to him as he promised to love her forever.

Could that be possible? What was forever? What could it mean to them, to him especially? But she didn’t have the heart to ask. And this was not the time to spoil their happy day with questions neither of them could answer.

Now she tossed her bouquet of rich lilies and roses into the air, high, soaring. She laughed as the women ran to catch it, some more willing than the others but all smiling. Were they as happy as she? Could that even be possible? For there was no other man comparable to her beloved husband. Were they envious? What were they thinking? Feeling? Would that she could read their minds but no “ even if she could she would not.

On this day, this night all she wanted was to be in his arms, spinning now in their first dance as man and wife and later, later when he would make passionate love to her for the first time. Man and wife. No, no one could be happier than she this day.

The cake was beautiful. She couldn’t remember tasting the different cakes the women had selected for her to try before the wedding and yet somehow it had happened. She loved cake but seldom ate it but tonight she planned on eating as much as she wanted. His hand was heavy on hers as he helped her cut the first piece. Now she gave him a bite and he grinned as if it were truly as delicious as it looked and she was glad. She so wanted everything to be right on this special day. His lips played over her fingers as if they too were desert and she giggled but soon she closed her eyes and sighed. He teased her briefly with a grin on his face then diligently wiped each lovely finger with a small white napkin.

“You’re so naughty,” she whispered as her eyes opened.

“Only with you.”

Her breath caught for a split second as she looked into his eyes but someone was urging him to give her her first bite and so she obediently opened her mouth a little and let him slide just the tip of the cake past her lips. Umm, it was good. Not so much at one time though, she thought, as the cake seemed to keep coming. Suddenly fearing that he would smash the cake in her face she pulled away but he followed her, dropping the cake to the table and he kissed her heedless of the cake or anything or anyone. And she chewed and kissed and laughed while trying all the while not to look uncouth. His lips could work such marvels. She couldn’t resist him.

Hugs were given, kisses shared. The limousine was waiting. All through the day and night she had been crying and yet so happy it felt as if it couldn’t be real. She almost felt as if this day could be stolen from her as if she’d wake and find it was all a dream. But there he was holding the door to the limo for her waiting patiently for her to finish her woman’s emotional farewells.

She hugged Charles last, father figure, teacher, mentor, but he did not smile as the others did. There was no look of joy on his face as the others, not a trace of a tear. She observed him quietly. His embrace was hollow, empty, unfeeling even. Her husband was calling to her and she turned to go.

“Ororo, this isn’t right,” Charles muttered, barely audible.

She looked back and saw Jean and Scott leading the professor away. What did he say? Had he said what she thought he had? And what had he meant? What wasn’t right?

“Don’t let him get to you,” Logan said as she slid into the car.

“But what could he mean?”

“Don’t know, don’t care. Let’s just get to the airport.”

“But the way he . . .”

“Kiss me.”

“You are incorrigible.”

“I’m a man who just got married and I want my bride to shut up and put out now come here.”

But his words did nothing to sooth her and though she let him kiss her again and again and again Charles’ words haunted her. Something wasn’t right but what could it be? He had not been happy for them when he should have been. Yet everyone else had rejoiced. No one had thought it strange when Logan and she announced their wedding.

As they drove to the airport Ororo felt as if her mind would explode there were so many questions. She couldn’t remember anyone’s reaction when she’d announced his or her engagement. She couldn’t remember announcing their engagement. Like the cake, she didn’t recall choosing the cake and neither could she remember choosing a dress. What could it mean?

She glanced at Logan who was kissing her with his eyes shut. She loved him so much. She’d been so afraid to tell him. Hmm, he was such a good kisser. No, don’t get distracted, she thought and pulled away. She couldn’t remember him ever proposing and yet here they were wed and on their way to a honeymoon she wanted desperately.

“Don’t think I can wait, darlin’.”

This was wrong. She felt it. Charles had been right. But if it was wrong then why didn’t Logan know it, feel it? And if it was wrong what was happening to them?
The waking world by windrider1
“Ororo. Ororo. Wake up.” A deep graveled voice was calling to her from a thousand miles away, through the thick fog surrounding her. Warm hands were firm on her shoulders, anchoring her to the here and now. “Darlin’? Wake up. Yer scarin’ us.”
Ororo slowly opened startled blue eyes. “Goddess, Logan, what happened?”
“Ya slipped on a patch of ice,” he said, glaring in the direction of one apologetic looking Bobby Drake. “Hit yer head pretty hard.” he added, helping her to her feet, holding her arm even as she stood on her own.
Ororo blushed, noticing all the stares. She turned her head, seeing Jean’s worried face in the archway behind her, waiting to walk down the aisle to her future husband. *Jean, I am so sorry.* Ororo sent, embarrassed.
*Are you all right?*
*Yes.*
*Had me worried.*
*Come, sister. Your future awaits.* Ororo turned, smiling a warm thanks at Logan. “Here we go.”
“Ya sure yer alright?”
Ororo remembered the dream she’d just had, of her and Logan together, of it being their wedding day and how happy she had been in those moments. Her heart screamed at her to tell him. Confess it all! She had desperately wanted to stay trapped in that dream world, with him. She shivered slightly as she remembered him touching her, kissing her, treating her like a woman and not a friend or a teammate, but a flesh and blood woman, his growly voice hot in her ear as he slid… “Fine, Logan. I am fine.” She ran one hand down the front of her dress, smoothing away imaginary wrinkles, avoiding his eyes.
It was a gesture most untypical of Ororo, who was known for her forthrightness and determination. Ororo backed down from nothing and no one. It was one of the many things Logan admired about her. That and her long legs, flat stomach, tight ass, great rack and lips that could…Ok. Settle down boy. He gave her hand a quick squeeze before retaking his seat, watching her with hooded watchful eyes as she approached the flower covered altar where Slim stood, anxiously waiting to make him and Jeannie official. As if they needed the ceremony. Jean and Scott were married long before today as far as everyone at the Institute was concerned.
Ororo took her place at the altar, flashing Scott an apologetic smile for her disruption of the ceremony. He inclined his head, a dimple on his cheek. Nothing could upset him today. Ororo tilted her head, noticing a dark cloud coming to cover the sun, she narrowed her eyes and it dissolved as though it never was. She smiled. Not today. Today Mother Nature took a back seat to Storm, mistress of the skies. It was her best friend’s wedding and not one thing, aside from her falling on her ass in front of everyone--again, was going to spoil it.
Jean proceeded down the aisle, her bright green eyes locked on the tall, handsome man with the red quartz glasses waiting for her. She looked beautiful in her white gown, the material whispering on the blades of grass as she walked. Her dark red hair was swept in an elegant chiffon that had taken Ororo over an hour to create and fifty pins to keep in place.
Leader, teacher, mutant, hairdresser. Hm. Not a bad list of qualifications. None of which apparently caught her a man of her own, but... She stiffened, lifting her chin slightly. Self pity was not an option for her. She had friends, she had a good home and she had a purpose. It was enough. Even as she thought it her blue eyes traveled the guests, unerringly finding the only man that made her heart stop dead and then redouble on sight of him. Logan. The Wolverine. She wondered how he was holding up today of all days. He had loved Jean intensely upon meeting her, and he had made no secret about his affection. More often than not Ororo felt it was to get a rise out of Scott, some sort of Alpha male thing, however, she also knew that Logan was not a man to give his affections lightly. If he said he loved Jean, he loved her. Looking at him now, she wondered if he was hurting inside. It was hard to tell with him. His gruff exterior hid so many things.
Logan felt like he was being watched and shifted slightly, an imperceptible movement that went undetected, but gave him a better vantage point to see the altar, and the woman who had laid slow siege to his heart over the years. Unbeknownst to Ororo, Logan was hurting, but not for the reasons she assumed. Watching Jeannie walk down the aisle to Scott was like watching a sunset. Beautiful and inevitable. They were meant to be. His chest was filled with a dull ache because he had wasted so much time, so many moments tossed away because of uncertainty or fear. He growled subtly. They were X-Men and being such required sacrifices. Friends lost and loved ones taken. It was a hard life with many trials, but the rewards were more than worth it and if the end result came anywhere near Xavier’s dream, then it would all be worth it. However, a life of danger did not have to mean a life of loneliness as Scott and Jean were pointing out as they stood before them all, hands clasped, reciting the vows Kurt Wagner instructed them to. Life was fragile, short, even for him and he hated the idea that he had wasted so much time. This could have been his wedding day. Should have been his wedding day.
He glanced up at Ororo. She was so breathtakingly stunning, the sunlight making her chocolate skin glow, the silver strands of her hair glittering, a few stray curls bouncing across her smooth shoulders. She had once been worshipped as a Goddess in Africa, and without a doubt he could see why.
“…You may kiss the bride.”
Jean and Scott embraced as though they had been apart for eons. It was a moving sight and Ororo felt tears mist her eyes. Keep it together. Just a few more hours. Then you can go to your greenhouse and toil and till until the pain fades into a numb ache like always. Breathe. Just breathe.
Once inside the mansion’s rarely used grand ballroom Jean and Scott took the floor for their first dance as husband and wife.
“Yer awfully quiet, darlin’.”
Ororo jumped at the sound of Logan’s deep voice, standing so close behind her that she could feel the warmth of his body through her dress. “After the spectacle I made of myself earlier, drawing attention is not something I wish to do,” she sad with a half smile.
“Hnh. That’s it?”
She turned slightly. “What else?”
“Weren’t yer fault ya fell. Popsicle sneezed.”
“Yes. Well, falling seems to be something I am doing a lot of lately.” She turned her gaze back to the couple waltzing around the room like they were the only two people in the world, and Ororo had a feeling for them, they were. The music shifted, the frst song ending and others joined Scott and Jean on the floor.
“Dance?” Logan asked, surprising her and himself.
“With you?” Ororo blinked.
“Nah, I thought maybe ya’d take this chair fer a spin. Yes, with me.”
Ororo nodded, setting the bouquet still clutched in her hand down on the silk covered table. Logan took her hand in his and led her onto the marble floor. They stepped together, bodies touching through fabric. He rested one hand in the small of her bare back, the other hand holding her slightly trembling one aloft. Without thought she tucked her head into his shoulder, breathing in his earthy male scent.
“’Roro.” He moved her across the floor, his natural predatory grace making his movements smooth and sure.
“Mm?” She leaned into a turn, her eyes closed, enjoying the feel o him with her.
His breath tickled the small hairs beside her ear as he whispered, “I‘m in love.”
What You Waiting For? by acrayonmark
As the last whispered words fell upon her ears, Ororo’s eyes darted open. Had she heard him correctly she wondered? After all, there was loud music playing in the ballroom AND she had fallen over and hit her head not too long ago. It was quite possible that she had mistaken his ``I’m in love`` for `Fits like a glove` or even `I see grub` … but neither of those possibilities seemed logical. But she was clueless as to how to respond. There, in her delicate arms was the object of so many year’s affection and here he had just confessed that he was in love! IN LOVE!
Goddess, she grumbled in her head, how do I respond? She was a woman known for her composure under intense pressure and stress, and here she was dancing at a wedding reception unable to complete a coherent thought all because of one comment. A comment that she was trying to convince herself she had heard incorrectly. The hand that been tucked perfectly into his much larger hand began to moisten. It was an uncontrollable response to her panicking. Would he notice her hesitation? The silence in the air hung between them awkwardly. It had been over a full minute and she had not yet made a response. She felt her palm dampen even more and she held her breath to quell the whimper she was so afraid to let out. All she could do was keep her head atop his shoulder with her blue eyes wide open in a state of panic as she searched around the room. The only thing keeping her mildly sane at that point was the rhythmic sway of their two bodies to the music in the hall. It felt so right. He felt so right. Everyone else seemed so far, and all that mattered was them.
`` … In … love?`` Three minutes later. What a response time, she thought. He must think I do not care enough to answer him properly.
``Love.``
``I do hope this woman knows how unimaginably fortunate she is to have you in her life.``
``I don’t think she knows.``
``Impossible. How can you go unnoticed?`` Ororo blushed, the only sign of her love for him seeping to the surface. It was true, Logan could not go unnoticed for as she whispered to him her eyes locked with those of the room. A majority of guests were unable to look away from the unlikely twosome out on the dance floor. There was the white-haired African goddess tenderly holding the chiseled Canadian assassin. As appearances went, they were perhaps the most opposite of mutants ever, but on the inside they were soul mates. Everything about them screamed compatibility, from their love of the outdoors to their code of honor ” Ororo and Logan had more in common than any other of the X-Men. And those blank stares had no idea. All they saw was the odd couple. Strangely it did not bother her though that the guests were whispering among each other to look out on the dance floor to watch them dance. Those people didn’t understand and they never would. Ororo slid her hand around Logan’s waist just a little tighter. ``Does this have anything to do about the wedd-``
``This has got nothing to do with Jeannie.``
``Oh …. `` More silence.
``Darlin’, I … I don’t know what to say.`` Logan’s words came slowly. It seemed to her that he was in deep thought. This woman must truly have his heart. He sighed. All of his emotions, feelings, wants, needs, desires, it was all building up inside of him and he didn’t know what to do. Since the moment he had stepped into the institute Ororo had been the only person to give him her unconditional friendship and respect. She never asked for anything in return. For the past few years he had tried to rid himself of his feelings for her and every time he thought he had finally purged himself of it all, he found that he loved her even more. It was difficult for him to accept these feelings. He believed he didn’t deserve a woman so amazing as Ororo. She could never love him. But damn, if only she could see his potential. He would love her for eternity and protect her. Didn’t she see that on every single mission they went on together, he always watched out for her? That if she had fallen, he would be the one to catch her? That when she was leading a team out on the field he wouldn’t sleep until she returned? Instead he would crawl out of the mansion and sit by their spot at the lake and stare out into the world thinking of her. His memories kept him warm at night. He would pretend that his pillow were her, laying it beside him and draping his arms around it in a tight embrace. Logan lightly rubbed his stubbled chin against her smooth ebony forehead as a sign of affection.
She murmured happily.

The two had not even noticed that they had been dancing in the same position for three full songs now and that audience they had amassed grew in numbers. Henry, dressed elegantly in his suit, stood off to the side next to the buffet popping a mushroom cap into his mouth as he watched Ororo and Logan. Warren smoothly slid up beside him, his eyes following Henry’s gaze.
``Something is rotten in Denmark.``
``And why do you say that, Warren?``
``Do you SEE them Hank!?``
``With mine very own eyes, sir, I do.``
``For the past few months I have noticed something different about him. The only time I seem him remotely happy is when ’Ro is around. And even then he seems to be oblivious to the world because all he looks at is her. He is always by her side helping her, talking to her, or hell even just sniffing her!``
While Warren was speaking Forge, who no one had anticipated accepting his invitation, had made his way over to the two men next to the food. He caught the tail end of the conversation and all he heard was ‘sniffing her’. His nose wrinkled up in confusion but he decided it was best he didn’t find out what that comment was about.
``Forge.``
``Warren. Henry. Good evening.``
``I did not expect you to come to this wedding, considering you history with weddings at all.`` One point Warren.
``Well, I decided to come. I had not seen everyone in some time and thought it would be nice.`` He slid his hand back to smooth out his pony tail as he eyes glared intently at Logan, whose hand was firmly wrapped around Ororo’s waist. ``Is there something I missed?``
``Hm?`` Forge motioned to the pair.
``I think Wolvie likes her!`` A rather chipperish Jubilation Lee shouted out, quite loudly at that, as she hoarded in on the conversation. She was rather stealthy, hanging out behind the three men without them ever noticing. All the men could do was stare at her. ``Wha?`` She blurted out as she hastily shrugged her shoulders.
``Nonsense.``
``Remy don’ tink that be such nonsense. The petite may be right.`` Remy had hear Jubes rather auspicious remark and decided to join in on the conversation. If they were going to be discussing Storm, then who better to participate than her brother. The red in his eyes flickered rather mischievously as her smirked. Remy would not be so bold as to interfere with Ororo’s love life. One of the conditions of being her brother meant that he would accept and love her no matter what her decisions in life, and this would be one of those times. And while he did not always agree and get along with Wolverine, he was willing to give him a shot if Jubilee were right.
``Why him?`` Forge’s jealousy was becoming quite obvious to the group.
``Why not?`` Henry popped another mushroom into his mouth.
``WELL, not like, that anyone cares what I have to say, but like, I think they are perfect.`` Jubes was rather pleased with herself. ``KITTTTTTTY! PETE! WAIT UP!`` She yelled across the hall to the two who seemed to be taking a leave for the party for a moment. She ran after them.

Logan’s eyes traced Jubilee as she ran. He chuckled to himself. ``That girl sure has spunk.``
Ororo nodded, which was rather dumb considering he was unable to see her face in their current position. They had just begun to begin dance number six, but to them it seemed as if they were still on the first dance. Time slowed when they were together. The previous conversation almost seemed to come to a stop. Logan had never finished his sentence and then the silence returned so they just kept on dancing.
``’Ro?``
``Yes?``
``I’m in love.``
`` … yes … you said that … already .. ?``
``Maybe I didn’t make myself clear.`` He had worked up the courage, which you wouldn’t expect to be difficult for him, to finally come clean. He released the hand that has been holding hers while they danced. He lifted it up and gently took two fingers to her chin and raised her head until her gaze was level with his. Ororo’s face tightened. She was confused, scared, exciting, worried, nervous, happy, she was everything and anything. This was her moment.
His eyes were soft and loving. His whisper gentle. ``I’m in love. `` He managed to let it out, but before he barely finished his words Ororo had cupped his chin with her own two hands and pulled his lips to her own. So soft. She, at first, lightly pressed her closed lips against his. Inside she screaming. It was as if she wasn’t even in her own body, but hovering about it watching the scene as it unfolded. Who was this bold woman kissing this man in the middle of her best friend’s wedding reception? Logan was even more shocked as he finally released his lips. He rested his head against hers, practically gasping for a breath.
It was all so sudden!
``Logan … I .. ``
``It was never about Jeannie.``
``I .. I … I don’t think I understand.``
``It was always you.``
She thought for sure her heart was going to burst.
``When I came here, I was a different person. You helped me through that. But not for a second, not one second did I ever believe I deserved you or that you would ever feel the same way about me.``
She could feel the burning of the tears. They were beginning to form at the corners of her eyes. She couldn’t believe what she was hearing. All this time .. All this time, and she had loved him. All this time and she never knew. How stupid she felt.
``Darlin’, I’m sorry. So sorry. I don’t think yer ever going to forgive me. I thought that if I just flirted with Jeannie enough, well .. Maybe youdda noticed me more. Thought of me differently. Maybe I thought I could get my mind off ya. But not once did I. I flaunted it.`` His voice cracked. Oh how he had regretted his actions deeply. ``I let everyone here believe it was Jeannie I loved when … all I ever wanted was you.`` He finally swallowed, his eyes not once blinking or faltering. All he did was look at her.
Logan hadn’t even noticed that the music has stopped. He didn’t realize that the people were not longer speaking. The entire room had heard what he had said, and each and everyone of them were staring at Ororo and Logan in the middle of the dance floor, having been shocked by his revelation. Silence.
``I have always loved you, Logan.`` She smiled, leaning in to give him another kiss as the crowd let out a collective gasp. How this going to affect the world around them!!

``I TOLD YA!`` Jubilee yelled out in triumph. Had to get that last word in during the awkward silence, didn’t you?