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Date: Sun, 9 Feb 2003 23:24:45 -0800 (PST)
From: Logan (far from home fer too damn long)Subject: *oh my god, babe*
To: Ororo Monroe
Hey, darlin'
Well, I slept like shit from 1:30 to 4:00. But after I sent ya' the last little note... oh, my god, babe. I slept from about 4:30 straight through to 9:00 and DREAMED of us 'together'... had ta be fer the whole time. God, it was so real, felt so real... I was shocked when I woke up alone, reachin' 'cross the bed, searchin' for ya'.
We were spendin' our first weekend tagether as a couple. We spent Friday an' Saturday just talkin' an' doin' 'the first date' kinda stuff. At night, we sat up an' talked, holdin' each other on the couch.
I felt kinda bad, cause I was nervous an' I could tell by the look on yer face that you knew that, but you were so patient with me an' understandin'... an' perceptive enough ta know when just sittin' there (with you leanin' against me, my arm draped over yer shoulder with yer head restin' against my ribcage, yer hand idly playin' with my knee.).. you seemed ta know exactly when I was about ta scream fer a break an' ya'd just sit up slowly, an' ask me if I'd like some coffee, an' I'd look at ya' like 'oh yeah, thank you god'.
"Yes" I say, an' ya'd give me a little smile an' press yer cheek ta mine. Then ya'd get up an' go in the kitchen... givin' me a minute ta catch my breath an' settle down.
An' I realize that I really do miss ya' touchin' me, just bein' there... so I'd follow ya' inta the kitchen after a minute or so, an' ya' acted like nothin' was goin' down with me, ya' know? Like it was no big deal, ya' just started a conversation an' we just rolled along.
But then, Sunday came... and I knew I was leavin' that evenin', an' I didn't wanna come back ta my life. We spent the whole day together, cuddlin' an' talkin' on the couch. Then ya' started tellin' me how much ya were gonna miss me, an' before I leave ya' just wanted us ta kiss... a real kiss, just once.
I said, "Ya know what that does ta me." an' you said "Does it really?" (like ya thought I was jokin' when I first told ya' that)
"Yeah, I love ta kiss. Really turns me on." ( I say, kinda embarrassed, cuz I know that sounded really corny) An' ya smiled an' quirked yer eyebrow at me, makin' me chuckle.
But I stopped laughin' when ya' slowly moved toward me, an' we kissed. We slowly wrap our arms around each other as we deepen it further, an' I'm breathin' real heavy. Yer hand slides down my chest, an' as ya' get close ta my belt buckle I tense, an' moan into yer mouth.
Ya move yer hand ta my hip an' slide it up an' down my thigh, movin' it closer ta my lap each time. Then you moan inta my mouth as ya' get close enough ta feel my jeans stretched tight across my crotch, an' realize I'm really hard.
The next thing I know yer pressin' yer hand against it an' I break the kiss as I gasp loudly at the sensation. Then ya' start whisperin' an' makin' little noises while ya' rub me through my jeans, feelin' the heat... an', oh god, it was so good, it felt so fuckin' good.
Somehow we ended up in yer room, on yer bed, me on my back an' you slowly movin' over me. Ya' straddle my thighs an' start undoin' my belt. As you tug at hthe buckle, I groan an' close my eyes, hopin' I can get through whatever ya plan ta do without passin' out.
Then I feel ya' pullin' my zipper down. And ya' had ta push against my groin ta make some slack ,cuz the zipper didn't wanna move.
My hands are rubbin' yer wrists nervously, an' ya' smile at me. Then ya' peel my jeans open an' ya' see the base of it nestled in my dark pubic hair, but ya' gotta reach in an' pull it out.
I hold my breath as yer fingers reach in, maneuverin' my cock ta free it from its confines. An', as it pops free, standin' tall for ya', yer hand wrapped around it, a loud noise escapes me as I gasp at the feel o' yer touch.
Then yer massagin' me gently, makin' me moan, makin' me pant fer air... yer hand feels so good... so soft, so gentle. Then I let out a loud sharp groan an' grab yer head in surprise, as I feel yer tongue lickin' a drop o' precum from the tip.
I look down at ya', and ya' raise yer eyes ta me an' smile as ya' open yer mouth, lettin' me know what yer plannin' ta do. But ya' keep lickin' with yer tongue, up an' down my shaft, my balls, my thighs... my cock droolin', an' throbbin', feelin' tortured with pleasure.
Then ya' shift from one knee ta the other, movin' my legs out from under ya', spreadin' 'em wide so ya' can kneel between 'em, yer hand constantly movin' on me. Once ya' got settled there, ya' took the head in yer mouth.
I yell out an' arch off the bed, an' ya' let me go. Ya' let me settle down before ya' take me in again. Ya' suck me slowly an' lovingly, an' my mind is reelin'... ain't never felt anythin' like it.
Ya' do all those little 'tricks' ya' told me about, fer what seemed like hours. Until I finally come in yer mouth an' yer takin' me deep, squeezin' my ass an' pullin' me into you.
An' I'm yellin' out. The blood poundin' in my ears, flashes o' light explodin' behind my eyelids, an' you... suckin' my juices from me like a milkshake through a straw, pullin' it from me an' there's nothin' I can do. It's overwhelmin' an' I can't breathe, my whole body's tense, an' all I can think is... ta fill ya' up, give it all ta ya', an' pray ya' don't stop til ya' got every last drop.
An' I try ta feel bad about that thought, like I should feel bad about that thought... about feelin' that way... about 'wantin' ta fuck yer mouth', but it feels so fuckin' good, darlin'. An' when it's finally over, ya' release me gently an' ya' see that I'm lyin' there with one arm thrown across my face. I'm tryin' ta catch my breath, an' I can't stop the tears that keep racin' down my cheeks toward my ears, an' it feels weird but they just keep comin'.
An' then ya' climb up my body an' kiss me, an' I kiss ya' back an' hold ya' tight. Then ya' reach between us an' ya' feel that I'm still hard. An' ya' position my cock as ya' slide down on it, an' my mouth opens in shock as I arch off the bed toward ya'.
Oh god, I'm inside ya', an' ya' feel so good, so warm an' tight an' alive. An' we just lie there like that fer quite a while. Ya' rotate yer hips on me now an' then just ta keep me stimulated, but mostly we just caress, an' touch, an' look at each other.
All the passion in me shows in my eyes, an' I see yers too. It's the most amazin' experience o' my life. An' we spend the entire day like that, workin' it slowly, experiencin' each other physically.
You keep doin' little things that send jolts through me, makin' me catch my breath... or arch off the bed grippin' yer hips.
My eyes roll ta the back o' my head an' I'm wishin' I could die right here, right now... immersed in this paradise o' pleasure. Wantin' ta take the memory of it with me into eternity. Cuz I know this is the best I've ever felt in my whole life, an' can't imagine it ever bein' any better than at this very moment.
I still feel you, yer warmth, yer mouth, yer heat, yer passion, yer love.... I just wanna cry. (big fuckin' baby).
An' ya' know what, darlin' ? I remember... the room was bright. In my dream... it was the middle of the afternoon!
The sun was shinin' in my dream!! It was beautiful, darlin'.
(oh great, now I'm cryin' cuz I just realized the sun was shinin' in my dream... I've never seen the sun in my dreams, babe... never, never)
Okay, darlin', I gotta go now. I miss ya' so much. I'll be home soon.
I love you, Ro.
Logan
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