All I have to give is……….my heart.

Yeah, yeah…I know I’ve got another story to write about which isn’t complete yet, but this new story came to me….just a Christmas special….at the moment I’m making it one chapter but it depends on you guys!! If you want me to carry on just say so…..


Disclaimer: Logan reflects on his feelings for Storm and as Christmas approaches he decides to give her a special present………one she will never forget.


Rated: R


Christmas…..I often wondered if I ever had a family, a wife who would love me for who I am and maybe an annoying kid running around the Christmas tree asking over and over “When can I open the presents, when…..” Huh, I doubt I ever lived a normal life before the shit that Weapon X put me through……it just wouldn’t fit me…..it wouldn’t be me, but then again I don’t really know who da fuck I really am, do I?!! I don’t even know what my surname is……It might sound silly but if I knew my surname I would have a chance to find out something about myself. Don’t get me wrong am not complaining bout what I have here….I mean the X-Men accepted me for what I am, they welcomed me into their family despite the way I treated everyone…….no I’m definitely not complaining…..but If given a chance I would’ve liked to know what my past was like….and especially what I was like…….maybe am a better person now than I was before but I would be ready to face whatever came to me just to know.

Well there is no point dwelling on something that’s never gonna come back. What can I do……shit happens, but now that my past is gone I need to think bout the future……I mean I aint gettin any younger……and I aint getting older either. As shocking as this sounds I’m actually planning on settling down….not for marriage, yet…..but I would like to have at least one serious relationship….I’ve been with several women over the years but I’ve never…and I mean ever had a relationship that could even come close to something solid……..to think of it, I’ve never actually fallen in love with anyone, well anyone that I can remember.

Well now am not so sure…….there is someone that I have strong feelings for, but I’m certain she don’t feel da same…..I mean she’s so regal and high classed, she aint no arrogant bitch trust me on that, it’s just that she’s so out of reach for me……….I just can’t see a generous person like her considering me as anything more than a close friend.
I aint saying I aint her type, coz I know am “every woman’s type”…..that aint da problem its jus I can’t picture myself with her…….imagine the amount of arguments we’d have. Her ranting on bout my attitude and me ranting on bout her being too uptight, which she aint by the way…..I’ve seen her angry, sad, happy and even drunk sometimes……but it’s the fact that she has control over the weather…her emotions are linked to her powers which explains why she’s somehow distant at times and may seem cold and emotionless too. Y’all should see her when she uses her powers…..I’m always left amazed by the way she looks so graceful when she lifts herself up to the sky and commands the winds to bend to her will……she looks like a Goddess, she must be one…..I mean she has been worshipped as one before. The thing that gets me the most is that she’s so fucking modest….sometimes I like to call her a Goddess coz she truly is an she’s all like, “I’m not a Goddess, do not call me that”…..bullshit. I really can’t explain why I feel this way about her……..you probably thinking I’ve gone crazy, me the Wolverine actually feeling something more than just physical attraction for a woman!? Yeah well I don’t know why I feel this way, I really fucking don’t.

I hope y’all figured out who am talking bout, coz if you don’t then you need to get the hell outta here!!! I’ll give y’all a hint…….It aint JEAN…that’s right, y’all heard correctly…it aint her…..why? because all I feel for her is just friendship…..I might have been attracted to her…well actually I was….but not because I thought she was better looking than, you know who…..but because she was safe, there was no way she would cheat on Scott and I wouldn’t have to commit to anyone…..I enjoyed the occasional flirting but that was as far as it went…..I gotta be honest, those two are destined to be together, they’re both down for each other, no matter what. That’s da kinda relationship I want……strangely….

Now I know it’s almost Christmas an all…..actually it’s tomorrow, damn……. I still aint got her a present……actually in all the time I’ve known her I’ve never given her a present, or anyone else for that matter and things are definitely not going to change this Christmas….I’ll just get Kitty and Jubilee sumthin, after all they’re just like daughters to me so I guess I’ll get dem some music cd’s….maybe some R&B…….I don’t listen to it….obviously, but they seem to like it so I’ll get some info from Bobby on some new releases an all. Apart from that there aint presents for anyone else…..that’s just the way I am people…take it or leave it.



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Christmas Day………

Well it’s Christmas an everyone is having fun…….well we all know am not much of an enthusiast when it comes to Christmas but I make an effort…..I don’t growl as much as I usually do and dats all I can manage….
Something’s quite odd though…..my Goddess deos not seem happy…wonder what’s gotten into her…better ask…

“I see ya aint in da Christmas spirit either…”

She looked at me and smiled…..then she took my hand and said....”Come with me…..this place is just so overwhelming….I need air, please join me.
I better go with her……y’all know she’s claustrophobic.

“Sure darling, there aint nothin much for me to do here anyway”


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We left the Mansion and headed towards the forest. I don’t know why she’s takin me there but I’m willing to follow her anywhere, especially with that sparkling blue dress she’s wearing….which stops just above her knee….damn…..and the way the fabric clings to her body, fitting perfectly in all the right places…..damn…..

Ok….we’re in the middle of the forest now, she stops and sits next to a tree….she motions for me to come over……hell yeah, like I’m going to refuse such an inviting offer…

As I sit next to her she cuddles up to me……she always does that, not just with me even with gumbo….she’s a cuddly person….no seriously she is, sometimes she falls asleep on my lap…or gumbo’s….she looks really cute when she sleeps.

“Logan, I miss my parents….i’ve never spent Christmas with them……I’m…..just so…”

I held her tighter coz I knew this was hard for her…………….I held her by the waist and she laid her head on my chest………after a few minutes of silence I felt her trembling, I thought she was gonna shock me…even though I just held her tighter……..but instead she did something she rarely does…..she cried.

Y’all know I hate when women cry........especially my Storm, my Goddess……..all I could do was hold her and whisper reassuring words in her ears….

“C’mon darlin, don’t be afraid…..let it all out, you know I won’t tell anyone…”

She smiled at and then whispered something….”Thank you Logan…..”

I obviously heard what she said because of my heightened senses….she knew I would hear her.

“Anytime darlin….”

As time passed by and her crying had died out I decided to take a gamble…….maybe, just maybe, the friendship we have can turn into something more……well wish me good luck y’all coz am gonna tell her just how I feel, but first I need to get up from here, my ass is freezing and all covered up in snow…she obviously don’t feel nothing because of her powers….lucky gal…

“How about we got to my little cottage…..the one Xavier build for me….it’s where I go when I get into one of my berserker moods…” as I said that she smiled at me again and took my hand…I lead her to the cottage witch wasn’t far away from the Main entrance of the Mansion……this place is really big…….i wonder how Xavier managed to get all this….

As we entered, Storm was definitely surprised by the state of the place it had a fireplace right in front of the sofa and small decorations….

“This place is wonderful Logan…..I can’t believe you actually have taste in furniture…”

She was joking, I know that……at least she seems a bit happy so I’m going to let it pass, for now…

“Yeah well……..sit on the sofa I’ll make ya a cup of coffee…”

“No….Logan it’s fine I don’t want one….just, just sit next to me please….”

Wow…she must be really down if she wants me close to her……

“I’ve……been thinking……you’ve been a very good friend to me….and…I really appreciate it Logan…..I really do.”

Is that it….she appreciates my friendship…nothing else…well what else can I expect…….ow what the hell I might as well just tell her how I feel…..

“Thank you Storm…..I appreciate ya friendship too……you’ve always been there for me…..I…listen Storm ya know I aint good with words….it’s just that I feel something for you, and it aint just friendship….I-I…..I think I love you”
Well I’ve said it….though she doesn’t seem shocked or anything……I wonder what’s going through her head…..probably thinking about the nicest way to reject me.

She moves closer to me now and to my astonishment…..she kisses me…not one of those pecks we share once in a while….no this was a full blown kiss……damn…she tastes so good….I can’t believe this is happenin……wow..

What surprises me the most is that she’s not afraid to continue….she’s now taking my shirt off, very slowly……..ah…she’s teasing me……I feel so alive I can’t believe this…….

“Ro…are ya sure?”

“Yes I’m sure Logan…..I love you too….I’ve always loved and until today I never thought you felt the same…”

“Same goes for me…..darlin……..and sorry I aint got ya a present or anything…….I aint got much to give…….in fact all I have to give is my heart…..”

“That is all I need Logan…..just you…..”



END-well it’s up to you guys to decide!!!! : )
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All I have to give is…my heart part 2.

Disclaimer: to be honest I don’t know what to write just read the story…lol!!


Rated: R/NC-17

Chapter 2

"Ro…are ya sure?"

"Yes I'm sure Logan…..I love you too….I've always loved you and until today I never thought you felt the same…"

"Same goes for me…..darlin……..and sorry I aint got ya a present or anything…….I aint got much to give…….in fact all I have togive is my heart….."

"That is all I need Logan…..just you….."

She slowly removes my shirt now…….then she looks at me with those wonderful blue eyes, after a few minutes her gaze drops slowly to my slightly hairy chest…ha y’all thought I’d be hairy all over…..I know she wants me I can see it in her eyes, and most of all I can smell it……..
This woman doesn’t know what she’s doing to me….I can feel my eyes close, its just too much I can’t keep focus of the situation……her hands are moving up and down my heaving chest…..after she unzipped my jeans and pulled down my boxers she stares at my generously big member…..

“Goddess, you’re so…big…” she licks her lips and then slowly leans down…..

“Oh shit Ro’…..wait….ya don’t have tah……” I can feel the warmth of her mouth just above the head of my dick…..damn……there’s no point telling her to stop becoz she aint listenin…….once she’s set on something she’ll do it no matter what………

I raise my head a little as I open my eyes so I can see her…….all I can see is her white long hair which is all over face……although am enjoying this I just can’t let her carry on….

“Storm, stop….” She looks at me with an inquiring look…….I know she wants to please me an all but I want to make this special……for her.

“What is the matter Logan did……did I do something wrong…” she asks me with a shy look on her face……so beautiful….

“No, it aint that darling, yer doing everythin right…..trust me…..I just wanna make this special for you, I wanna make love to ya nice an slow……

“Why Logan you don’t strike me as the giving type……whatever has gotten into you?” she asked me…..

“The Christmas spirit…..” I offered.

Now y’all know that’s funny……

Her hair feels so soft and it smells so damn nice…..everything about her smells fucking nice………yep am definitely whipped, she knows I’d do anything for her…….
I slowly lift her up so she’s right on top of me and her face is inches away from mine……I can feel the rise and fall of her chest……I slowly move my arms behind her back and wrap them around her waist…...she looks at me with lust in her eyes……her hands cup my face and then she kisses me……I quickly take control of the kiss……I move my hands lower down her back until I grab her ass and press her harder against me……

“mmm…..Logan wait….I need to….oh…get out of this dress…”

I can hear what she’s sayin but I’m far beyond reason……so I carry on kissing her neck….

“Logan!”

“Ok, Ok….”

She slowly gets up and tries to reach to her back so she can unzip the dress…….
I get up from the sofa and I help her with the task, “Here let me help”…….now that’s much better…..she’s standing in front of me naked now. As much as I want to make this about her, I can feel my animal side screaming to take control of its mate…..but my human side has the upper hand…I quickly take off my boxers and my jeans, then I lay her on the sofa and she opens her arms to me…..an invitation I’m definitely not going to refuse….

We engage in another desperate kiss, our tongues teasing and mingling with each other, then I reluctantly brake the kiss and give her breasts my undivided attention…..I slowly massage them, I can see she likes it so I proceed on squeezing her nipples…..

“Oh Goddess, Logan….please…” she says to me with the husky voice that only I have the privilege to hear….

Then I take one of her soft breasts and place my mouth on it, I start to stroke her nipple with my tongue……she gasps in pleasure and runs her hands up and down my back scraping her nails against my skin….then I tease her nipple with my teeth…..her nails dig into my skin even harder……she likes it rough, heh…

I do the same for her other breast and she whimpers beneath me. She arches her body against mine, encouraging me to carry on….but I’ve got sumthin more intense in store for her….

I start licking my way down her body until I reach her clit and taste the sweetness of her juices…..she tastes so fucking good it’s driving my animal senses crazy, literally.
I thrust my tongue as far as I can reach and she pushes her hips upwards, wanting more…..

“Oh Logan please……don’t stop….” she pleads.

I then go back to nibbling, teasing and tasting every inch of her body and all she can do is moan and call my name…which makes want her even more….

“Logan I cannot wait any longer…please, I want you inside of me….NOW”

Did I tell y’all just how bossy she can be……..

I slowly move back up to face her and bury myself inside her opening. Not giving her a chance to adjust to me I start thrusting in and out of her……she clings to me for dear life as I keep going in and out of her…..no longer within reason and overtaken by my animal side, by the Wolverine, I pound into her harder and faster until she screams my name….
I can feel the walls of her womanhood tighten against my ever so hard member as an overwhelming orgasm washes over us….

“LOGAN!!!.......Oh Goddess, Yes!!!”

All I can manage is a loud growl as I’m about ta come a few seconds after her….


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Never in my life…..an I mean never people…..have I felt so complete like there was no need for me to look for my past but just look forward to the present and to my future with the woman I’ve come to love so passionately……..Jean………JUST KIDDING!!!! It’s Storm, obviously!!!! ; )

I move her on top of me because am just too heavy for her then I move a strand of her hair away from her face, our breathing is still hard and we’re both sweating…..

“Logan?”

“Hmm….”

“Shouldn’t we get back to the Mansion, everyone will be wondering where we are”
“Yeah, I guess…..c’mon lets take a shower and get back to what’s left of the Christmas party…..”
As she entered the bathroom she looked at me and said…..“You also have a shower here….my, my Charles has outdone himself...”

“What makes ya think he decided what the bathroom would look like….I was the one who decided it, not him.”

“Oh…sorry Logan…..it’s just so hard to believe-“

“That this little place aint a mess, gosh Storm, you know me more than anyone else here and ya can’t tell that this was my doing and not Chuck’s…..”

“Sorry my love, I won’t doubt you again. I promise…”

“Well….I’ll forgive ya but ya gotta do better than that…”

“Not now Logan, we have to get ready”

“Ok darlin...”

“By the way Logan…..thank you….”

“Fer what?”

“For giving me such a wonderful gift…….for opening up to me and telling me what you feel for me.”

“No problem darlin…..I love ya”

“I love you too Logan.”


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Please people, I can’t write more…..I don’t know what else to put in!!!! : )